Wednesday, September 25, 2013

SEASONS


Seasons                                                         Moira '04
 
For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: 
a time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up
what is planted;

a time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to build up;
a time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
a time to embrace,
and a time refrain from embracing;
a time to seek, and a time to lose;
a time keep, and a time to throw away;
a time to tear, and a time to sew,
a time to keep silent,
and a time to speak;

a time to love, and a time to hate;
a time for war, and a time for peace….
              Whatever God does endures forever….stand in awe before God.    
                                                                                                                  
Ecclesiastes 3:1-9, 14

 
Autumn has begun, the time for change of seasons.  We stand in awe of Creator and creation as the tilt of the earth shifts the light of summer into the darkening days of winter; golden and scarlet leaves swirl down leaving bear branches; the crunch of leaves beneath our feet toll the death that brings new life.  

Death is essential to life though it is hard to appreciate while it is happening.  Jesus was born in time and showed us the Father’s love.    Christ’s passion and death was not the end but brought the world new life; and life everlasting.   At Mass we receive this new life daily when we evoke the Anamnesis: “Do this in memory of me” and actually enter into the paschal mystery. 

Jesus spoke to Ven. Maria Celeste’s community, and therefore to us, in regards to the holy sacrifice of the Mass, “With attention and profound reverence they receive the fullness of the heavenly treasures in their minds and let fall upon their hearts the abundance of my mercies, which fall like dew on the meadow.” Florilegium 133          To keep with the analogy of Fall, we could say this abundance of mercies fall like leaves on the meadow.  

God’s mercies are like the leaves that will soon fall to the ground that by their decay will nourish the soil to bring forth new life. 

We are going through many changes personally and as a community.  What looks like decay may be enriching the soil of our lives.   There has been a lot of letting go still going on even though we are settled in our new surroundings.    Changes in our ways of doing liturgy and developing new rituals; letting go of the Cape department and wondering about new feasible income work; sisters aging and their special needs.

Our sisters in Meadowview never dreamt they would be in assisted living.  The pillars of their lives: daily mass, communal prayer and community life have fallen away.  What remains of this letting go is complete trust in the Lord.    And from that springs peace and a kind of anamnesis, a living memory of being Jesus to the world as a Redemptoristine.


Jesus asked Celeste to, “Make your will the echo of mine: an echo of love.”  Florilegium 64     And that is what our sisters in Meadowview are echoing even though they are not physically with us; they are our Redemptoristine sisters living the charism as they are called to do in these changing times.

We are all called to, “Be faithful and live by the Divine Life while you are still wayfarers on earth.  Because by ceasing to be led by your own will in everything, and by following whatever I should arrange for you, you will enjoy an anticipated Paradise. For by accepting me and all that I ordain  you will be granted to see my well-ordered scheme of things even down to the changes in the seasons. You will not be disturbed by sufferings and crosses.  In being united by love to my Son you will enjoy a life of untroubled peace. Florilegium 68 …and all things will fall into place for you for the best purpose!” Florilegium 101   


The glorious autumn colors remind us there is a beauty hidden underneath the steady green of summer which is only revealed just before the leaves fall and die that new life will be created in the spring if we just be attentive, trusting and awe-filled to the abundant mercies that are falling upon us in this present season.

Sunday, September 15, 2013

TRIUMPH OF THE CROSS



Welcome to the Monastery of the Incarnation.   I think we can all agree it has been some year, so we are pleased to be able to gather here today for your renewal of commitment as Redemptoristine Associates.

I believe the Associate program began over 25 years ago with Sr. Mary Regina in the big parlor of the old monastery.  Through the years Sisters Paula, Lydia, Paz, Hilda and Mary have contributed to the sharing of our charism with the women who graced our doors as the program evolved.    Over the years, together we have shared prayer, insight, family concerns and wisdom in an atmosphere of trust and mutual support. 

The Associates wish to live fully the Gospel of Christ in every aspect of their lives.  Christ is the light of their faith, the strength of their charity, and the source of their hope.   The ideal is to make all Christ’s attitudes and choices truly their own.  The more they progress in this transformation of themselves in the Redeemer, the more they will be able to be a living witness, a living memory of the Paschal Mystery of Redemption which the Father has accomplished in God’s plan of Love for our sisters and brothers in the church and in the world. See Const. 1  

Today’s feast commemorates the Exaltation of the Cross.    For the purpose of my talk this morning, I will use the old name of this feast, the Triumph of the Cross.


We Redemptoristines celebrate this day particularly because on this day in 1755 our foundress, Ven. Maria Celeste’s soul, in St. Gerard’s words, “…winged its flight to heaven like a dove, to receive the reward she has merited through her great love for Jesus.” 

Celeste triumphed over all the crosses in her life and is now filled with heavenly joy and peace.    And we present day Redemptoristines feel we have some sense of triumph over the crosses of the last two and a half years.  How is that possible?   Listen to what Jesus once said to Celeste from the ‘Throne of the Cross,’  “…your humanity will be always on the cross and will always be in the joy and peace of My Divine Spirit.”  

It certainly was that way for us.   This year, our community experienced a heavy cross when we were given a deadline of when we had to be out of our temporary housing at Cabrini and the clock was rapidly ticking down to the final date and we had exhausted all avenues of search for a new monastery.  Then, out of the blue, a miracle happened.   The Carmelites invited us to share this beautiful, peaceful monastery with them.  It was a miracle, a solution, which benefits both our communities.  

Julian of Norwich, the 15th century mystic affirmed this in her writings.  She wrote that God manifests God’s self when we are at our lowest and all options are exhausted.  She remarked, “It has ever been so before the coming of miracles.”

It is like the AA saying you have to hit rock bottom before you realize your Higher Power is in control and you can’t do it by yourself.  Only when you turn it over a glorious new life begins.   We turned it over completely to God and a miracle happened.

Often, when weighed down by the various crosses in life we ask where God is in all this.   When we hit bottom and lift our eyes to THE CROSS we see our crosses are not the end but keys to new life here and the eternal life to come.  Through prayer and humble acceptance we turn those keys and find the grace, strength and courage to enter into the peace and joy of the Divine Spirit present in the here and now. 

When you think about it, the cross is an odd symbol: it depicts humiliation, pain, torture, death.  But we followers of Christ the Redeemer see in it through faith hope, mercy, strength, salvation, light, Love with a capital L; and in knowing that Love we experience peace and joy.  

St. Paul said, “God forbid that I should glory, save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ.”   Therefore, the cross should be our boast and glory.   I don’t know about you but, sometimes, I could do with a few less crosses.   Sadly, many  are of my own making.    I think St Alphonsus, who was known for his scrupulosity, would concur with St Philip Neri who said, “Generally, we are carpenters of our own crosses.”  What saved Alphonsus was that he was convinced and believed, despite his feeling of unworthiness, “that God so loved the world that he gave his only Son” and that Jesus died for love of him on the glorious cross. 

Crosses of our own making can be transformed into keys of salvation with redemptive value when we unite ourselves to the cross.   The Associates’ Constitutions affirms this where it says, “Love of the cross is essentially love and imitation of Jesus Christ.  Jesus has freed the world by embracing our painful death so as to transform it into His redemptive death…to the supreme glory of the resurrection.”  Const.  29 

The key to this celebration of this feast of the Triumph, or Exaltation of the Cross is recognizing the plentiful redemption of Christ in our lives and all the graces it acquires and invites us as Redemptoristines and Associates, to share that Love, with a capital L, with the entire world.


Plentiful Redemption             Moira'13
Recently, I have gotten into Zentangles: a meditative art form.   Very simple, easy to do, no real skill in drawing required.  All you need is a Sharpie, a small square of paper and an open mind.  Some call it doodling, some call it prayer.  What it is, it is very focusing and relaxing, contemplative.     On the cover of your mass booklet is an example. 

What you do is sit down and draw various patterns or repetitions with no forethought or goal of desired outcome.   It is only when it is finished and you sit with it for a while a message may be revealed.

After this one was complete I named it Plentiful Redemption.   You see, the cross isn’t hard and impenetrable but rather porous and giving.  Little tendrils tethered to the cross drift out with their own little crosses attached to the ends.  These are our connections with Christ, as in, “I am the Vine, you are the branches, those who abide in me and I in them bear much fruit, because apart from me you can do nothing.”  John 15:5 

Before I said the cross was giving; see the little circles all around, inside the cross and floating out of the cross?  These are the bubbles of grace, plentiful redemption, that surrounds us at every given moment of our lives.   All those tiny bubbles of grace adds a lightness to the crosses in our lives knowing we are Loved, redeemed, tethered to the one true cross of Christ. 

That is why we celebrate today: we glory in the cross of our Redeemer who Loves us beyond our imagining and we exult Christ for the plentiful redemption wrought by his passion on the cross and his glorious resurrection.   Loved and redeemed, filled with peace and joy, we triumph in the Holy Cross.