Saturday, June 2, 2018
Saturday, March 10, 2018
POLISHED TO A SHINE
Polished
Worry Stone
Rubbed
Smooth by Faith and Prayer
Glories
in the Cross
Very early on the first day of the week, when the
sun had just risen, the women went to the tomb.
They had been saying to one another, “Who will roll away the stone for
us from the entrance to the tomb?” When
they looked up, they saw that the stone, which was very large, had already been
rolled away. Mark
16: 2-4
I know I am skipping ahead to the end of the paschal
story, but this being Laetari (Rejoice)
Sunday, I couldn’t resist. Do you hear
the worry in the women’s voices? We know
the end of the story. They meet the
risen Jesus. Yet, they are bewildered,
but they also rejoice. We too have our share of worries and bewilderment
and times of rejoicing.
Even the foundress of the Redemptoristine Nuns, Blessed Maria Celeste Crostarosa, had cause to worry and be bewildered. Imagine how you would feel if, as a novice in your community, you had a revelation that you were to be the instrument Jesus uses to found a new Order. The plan of the new Order was to be based on the life of Jesus: on His humility and His love. Imagine the turmoil that would cause in community. That is exactly what happened to Celeste.
Jesus responds to Celeste, “Be not surprised that I died for you on the cross: I embraced the cross, loved it, desired it and took pleasure in it ~ all for your love.” And encourages her saying, “Keep your gazed fixed on Me without any fear in all that you do knowing that this work is totally mine.”
Celeste answers, “I thank you, my faithful Lover, for the great love and mercy you have for me. You, God, live in the human person; in my life the Son of the Eternal Father is living, having come down into my heart to give new life to my flesh. Make me an echo of your love.”
Even the foundress of the Redemptoristine Nuns, Blessed Maria Celeste Crostarosa, had cause to worry and be bewildered. Imagine how you would feel if, as a novice in your community, you had a revelation that you were to be the instrument Jesus uses to found a new Order. The plan of the new Order was to be based on the life of Jesus: on His humility and His love. Imagine the turmoil that would cause in community. That is exactly what happened to Celeste.
Blessed Celeste was an eighteenth century mystic. All her life she enjoyed a special
relationship with her Beloved Lord. From
the age of six, Jesus spoke tenderly to her heart and through the years He was
her Guide saying she would travel in His footsteps in the same way He traveled in His
earthly life.
Jesus said, “You
are for me alone and I am for you alone.”
He explained, “You are my friend, you are my delight! In your sufferings and afflictions, I keep you
in my Kingdom of the Cross and in the Kingdom of my Peace and rest, just the way I lived on this earth, so that I
might give you the Kingdom of Eternal Happiness.”
And Celeste
indeed traveled in Jesus’s footsteps.
After she told her superiors about the revelation, things went from bad to worse, so much so that at one point she was
sequestered to a closet under the eaves for two weeks and forbidden the
reception of Holy Communion. People were
calling her delusional, a troublemaker.
It wasn’t until she was interviewed by one Rev. Alphonsus Liguori that
Celeste was believed and the Order was approved.
All the while
Blessed Celeste lived in faith and prayer following the pattern of Jesus’s life
of self-emptying, embracing the cross for love of Him. Even after the Order was established, she
still experienced worry and bewilderment when was ultimately expelled from the
community because she was true to her Lord and followed her conscience. For five years she was a wayfarer until she
founded a new monastery based on the Rule revealed to her by Jesus.
Throughout this
time, Celeste wrote in the form of dialogues her conversations with Jesus. In wonder
Celeste says to Jesus, “In your
humiliations all the sweetnesses of your treasures and infinite glory are
hidden. There you invite me to keep you
company on the cross and in your mercy gazed on me with compassion.”
Just a note
here: When Blessed Celeste uses the
words ‘humiliations,’ I believe she is speaking of God’s total self-emptying in
becoming human like one of us as Jesus, therefore accepting all that it means in
foregoing all privilege and reverence due him as Man-God. In the Florilegium, a collection of her
writings, Celeste uses the word ‘humiliations’ at least 35 times: exemplary humiliations, admirable
humiliations, glorious throne of humiliations, the supreme divine humiliations
of his death on a cross… and on and on.
In pondering these instances of Christ’s humiliations we discover opportunities
for ourselves to be
better disposed for the perfect transformative union of our soul with the
Man-God Himself.
Jesus responds to Celeste, “Be not surprised that I died for you on the cross: I embraced the cross, loved it, desired it and took pleasure in it ~ all for your love.” And encourages her saying, “Keep your gazed fixed on Me without any fear in all that you do knowing that this work is totally mine.”
Celeste answers, “I thank you, my faithful Lover, for the great love and mercy you have for me. You, God, live in the human person; in my life the Son of the Eternal Father is living, having come down into my heart to give new life to my flesh. Make me an echo of your love.”
What
worries do we have in common with Celeste? Misunderstanding and hurts with our
family and friends, our places of work, our local communities? Do we share them with Jesus?
We
live in a time of self-emptying, like Jesus, our Beloved. We share humiliations, weaknesses, illnesses,
as well as the everyday challenges and mundane occurrences of our lives with
Jesus. These are the hidden treasures
that transform us when we unite ourselves to Jesus on the cross. And you are not alone. The very people who are such a bother are the same people who, if
we accept their critiques, instruction, chisel off our rough edges, ware down
our bumps and polish us up. In the
moment, this is not pleasant or easy. But,
if we step back and listen in the silence of our hearts, we may learn something
about ourselves and others. In the book
of Proverbs it is written, “Listen to instruction and grow wise.” These
‘instructions’ are not destructions.
These instructions rub us smooth like the worry stone you hold in your hand
polished to a shine by prayer and time.
All of us are all participating
in this rubbing, this transformation as we travel together with Jesus. Together we are being polished to glory.
How can we persevere
when things get rough? Like Celeste we
can reflect on the life of Jesus in prayer, faith and trust knowing we are not
alone at any moment of our lives during times of worry. In sweet acceptance we offer ourselves, like
Jesus, like Celeste, to God knowing we are worthy of divine love, and discover
the graces and gifts, the wisdom and strength received from those hidden
treasures, as we rub up against our own weaknesses and sufferings with others and
move on enlightened to share in the supreme glory of the cross of Jesus, our
Beloved.
The stone has already been
rolled away!
Rejoice!
Rejoice!
Do you take this to prayer?
Does it ever smooth out your
hard edges?
What does your polished to
glory look like?The Sisters and Associates traced their worry stone on a piece of paper and colored in the 'glory.'
Friday, February 16, 2018
KINGDOM OF THE CROSS LITANY
| By MKQ '18 Inspired by Blessed Celeste Crostarosa |
make us an echo of your love.
Redeemer of the world,
make us an echo of your love.
Holy Spirit,
Divine Consoler,
make us an echo of your love.
Worthy of Divine Love
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
By Your infinite
redemption
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
In our suffering
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
In our weakness
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
In times of illness
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
In our humility
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
Transformed by union
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
In peace and rest
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
We embrace the cross:
make us an echo of your love.
In the glory of the cross
make us an echo of your love.
make us an echo of your love.
Friday, January 26, 2018
EVERYDAY GOD Words and Music Bernadette Farrell
Earth’s creator, God of
laughter…
Everyday
God God of sorrow…
Loving Maker Home
and shelter…
O Jesus, Strong and patient…
You who shaped us
O Spirit, Way of freedom…
Recreate us. Star of morning…
Come
be with us. Timeless healer…
Flame eternal…
In your presence…
We are gathered… Word of gladness…
You have called us… Word of mercy…
To restore us… Word of friendship…
Word
of challenge…
Life of all lives…
Love of all loves… Gentle
Father…
Hope of all hopes… Faithful brother…
Light of all lights… Tender sister…
Loving mother…
In our resting…
In our rising… Our beginning…
In our hoping… Our unfolding…
In our waiting…
Our enduring…
Journey’s ending…
In our dreaming…
In our daring… Alleluia…
In our searching… Now and always…
In our sharing… Alleluia…
Through all ages…
Rev. 21: 5-7
The One who sits on the
throne said,
“Behold, I am making all
things new! What I am saying is trustworthy and true.”
That One continued, “It is
finished. I am the Alpha and the Omega,
the Beginning and the End. To those who are thirsty I will give drink
freely from the springs of the water of life.
This is the rightful inheritance of those who overcome. I will be their
God and they will be mine.”
Happy
New Year! But in reality, what is
finished? what is beginning? Our life
goes on in a circular fashion in Kairos time. As a Mobius strip is an eternal
one sided circle of Christ-time, we are privileged to recognize the hand of God
in the extraordinary and in the
everydayness of our lives.
Our
contemplation sees into the heart of the everyday and sees the hand of God
creating, supporting, forgiving, guiding, healing and loving us at every
turn. Jesus became incarnate to
participate in our everyday lives so as to give us an example of how much God
loves us and how we in turn should love one another. It is in the everyday moments of our lives
that we become the hand of God creating,
supporting, guiding, forgiving, healing, loving. It is all the little things we do that when
put together expresses the wholeness of our life and we become the Incarnate Body
of Christ in today’s world; a radiant witness to God’s love.
Celeste
wrote of this as union/participation. Jesus
said to Celeste, “You shall possess my joy by your participation in my love.” This participation is accomplished when we
follow the Wayfarer with open hearts to experience the new beginnings of everyday
set before us.
In
the end, what matters is that we remain faithful to our call. We seek the special guidance of the Spirit during
this New Year. Let us keep that thirst we had from beginning which brought us here
to live in communion with each other and Christ who is the light of our faith,
the strength of our charity and the source of our hope.
Tuesday, December 12, 2017
LIGHT OF THE WORLD
THE LIGHT OF
THE WORLD
I’ve been thinking of stars a lot lately. The sky gets dark earlier and earlier and I
long for light. Last week we had the
super moon: it was as close as it could get
in its orbit around the earth and so shown brighter than ever reflecting not
only the light of the sun but the light of the world.
Advent is a time to reflect on THE Light of the World; Christ’s double
coming in the end times and Jesus’ coming as an infant. Human nature, being what it is, often focuses
on basking in the warm glow of the manger scene, a sterilized version of what
really happened. If we imagine the real
nativity it would reflect on what is happening in our world today with all its
injustices, homelessness, natural disasters and conflict between nations.
Imagine what the birth of Jesus was like for Mary and Joseph. Talk about
confusing circumstances: doubts regarding the couple’s future, conquering
rulers ordering them to leave their home, journeying to faraway places, nowhere
to lodge. And after the joyful birth, a
mad king sends his army to kill all the children in the region and they have to
flee. Life was not easy. No wonder the Chosen People longed for the
Messiah.
We, too, have a deep need for Christ and we feel it most keenly when it
is dark and the circumstances of our own lives leave us struggling. No wonder we long for the Light of the World
to enter in to our presence here and now.
One of the benefits of living in a monastery is that we sing a wide
range of Advent hymns throughout the day and season. Most have phrases reflect our yearning for
light: ‘Creator of the stars of night,’
‘Beyond the moon and stars, as deep as night, so great our hunger Lord, to see
your light,’ ‘Love most bright’, ‘Come, O Radiant Dawn… Come, Sun of
Justice,’ ‘Love, the star is on the
way,’ ‘The King shall come when morning
dawns and light triumphant breaks,’
‘Christ…her star and sun and strong redeemer,’ ‘Christ, may your light surround us.’ I could go on and on. All these songs help us express our
longing. Like the four themes of Hope,
Peace, Joy and Love assigned to the four candles on our Advent Wreath, they
help light our way and give us strength and courage to follow the Light of the
World.
Have you ever lain on the ground looking up at the stars? I remember one time I was out by myself and
gazing at the cosmos and having an eerie feeling while looking at the vastness
of space. I was overcome with a sense of
wonder and awe thinking about its immensity, the eternal nature of the
universe. It felt like God was reaching
out to me. It was a bit terrifying. Just me and God. In hindsight, I realize it was a moment that
Celeste would describe as being aware of your nothingness in comparison to the
Infinite All. It was quite a humbling experience.
About this Jesus told Celeste, “You should praise and thank me for this
gift: I have given you an excellent being, with both the experience and the
remembrance of your nothingness.”
We have
been created in the image of God, so even though we are nothing, Jesus tells us
we are worthy, ‘an excellent being.’ We can
be points of light shining out God’s Infinite Love and Mercy to our sisters and
brothers. To our eyes, stars are just tiny
points of light, but in reality they are unfathomably large balls of fire
eternally aflame which continually burn and gives light through all eternity. We are called to “always be on fire with a pure flame of most
chaste love until finally, after all the worldliness has been burnt out of your
being, CHRIST ALONE IS LIVING IN YOUR
LIFE.”
Celeste
writes, “God placed the stars in the firmament. These are like all the merits
of Jesus Christ, our Savior and these merits adorn our soul like jewels which
shine like stars in the firmament of our souls.”
Carl Sagan
once said, “We are made of star stuff.”
I think Celeste would agree. She
writes, “Everything
that exists, the stars and the moon in the heavens, the earth, the plants, the
creatures, even the current events, exists for the delight and good pleasure of
God.” God spoke from the bright cloud,
“This is my Son in whom I Am well pleased (delight in).” Jesus, the First-Born
of all creation, shares his matter, his very being with us. God created the stars, the Son and us. In our nothingness we are one with the
Creator, the Son, the stars, one another.
In us God, too, delights. Note
the word ‘light’ is in delight.
What is our
response to this mind-blowing reality?
Celeste answers, “Let your response be in your prayer and your work; let
Delight in God be your food, your room, your life, your spirit, your desires,
your hope, your security. The evening shall be a time of silent thanksgiving
to the eternal Father for having given Jesus to the world. And they shall thank
God for all the graces and the treasures which the Church enjoys through the
Son’s merits.”
So, this Advent, during the darkest time of the year, let us be like the
stars of heaven that sang together with shouts of joy at the
dawn of creation and join with all the children of God singing a song of thanks
and praise for Jesus, the Light of the World.
Saturday, November 25, 2017
THANKSGIVING, LITTLE CHRISTMAS AND CHRIST THE KING
We celebrate Little Christmas each month in honor of the Incarnation. This month it comes between the feasts of Thanksgiving and Christ the King.
Bl. Celeste says,
"O God, my Lover, I give you infinite thanks because You deigned to speak
to my heart with these most sweet words so full of goodness, that is:
'To you I
will give the keys of the Kingdom of Heaven,' meaning that You have given
me the Keys of Your Divine Love since You gave me Your Divine Son so that
Jesus might live His life in my heart and that I might live in Your Divine
Heart… What kind of thanks can I give You, only Lover of my heart?!"
Then Celeste says,
"In the second coming, it shall
become evident how God became Man when His
glory and majesty and all His divine actions shall be revealed like the Burning
Rays of the Sun since they were performed in a most excellent way by Christ-the-Wayfarer
in that infinite love, humility and patience with which He brought about your
salvation by His most holy death."
As followers of Wayfarer,
the Incarnate Jesus does not promise us a life of leisure but rather a life of
love. Our lives have its ups and downs:
our circumstances, our church, our world, all of creation seem to be in
constant upheaval. This causes our hearts to be troubled at times. As Redemptoristines we called to live our
lives with deep faith and hope, humility and patience. We are called to bask in the burning Rays of the
Sun ‘in a climate of intimacy with the Lord and of silent intercession for the
salvation of the world,’ and to allow the Divine Heart of
Love to live and manifest Itself in our hearts all the days of our lives.
In thanksgiving we renew our vows to the
Lover of our hearts.
Thursday, October 26, 2017
BREATH OF GOD
In Memory of Sr. Mary Anne Reed, OSsR,
who died October 18, 2017.
who died October 18, 2017.
Then the Lord God formed the man out
of the dust of the ground and blew into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man
became a living being. Gen 2
For the spirit of God made me, the breath of the Almighty keeps me
alive. Job 22
When the centurion who stood facing him saw how
he breathed his last he
said, “Truly this man was the Son of God!” Mk 15
“Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me so I send you.” And
when he had said this, he breathed
on them and said to them, “Receive the holy Spirit. John 20
What do
Jesus and Sr. Mary Anne have in common? She
breathed the same air Jesus did. They
both took in air at the moment of birth and released air at the final
moment. In between they breathed, and
breathed, and breathed. In and out they
breathed the Spirit that gives us all life.
Jesus’, Mary Anne’s, ours, are the gift of God’s life-breath. As Mary Anne would say, ‘All is gift.” Truly, Sr. Mary Anne was a daughter of God.
In the Seventh
Soliloquy, Blessed Celeste tells of the stage of prayer where, “God breathes a
breath of love into the soul and the soul breathes it back to God.” She continues, “In this union there is a wonderful
peace and joy. It is so simple you can
scarcely see in it any mystery.” Celeste
concludes, “Yet, how incredible is it that a poor earthbound creature can rise
into the life of the uncreated Being!”
That is
our calling: to breathe as Jesus did; to
breathe in and out the life-giving breath as we perform our daily tasks in the
midst of a world longing for peace and
to experience the uniting, merciful love of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
Let us breathe in the life-giving
Spirit as we renew our vows as we celebrate the Incarnation of Jesus this October 25th.
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